Title: Hurting
by Amandaaa! | in writing, poetry
People say that each mistake makes you stronger,
But my heart has been broken so many times before & yet
I feel that I am weaker.
And with every day
Another part of me is ripped away,
& I feel empty inside.
I find myself
Hiding from the world,
Shielding my emotions
Watching my sanity unfurl.
Slowly I fade away
Not even noticing time pass around me & each moment I regret
The time I took for granted, now I'll never forget.
I miss the past
Always wanting to return
To when I was ignorant, oblivious to the burn
Before the fire was started,
When everything was okay
You have no idea what I would give
To go back to that day
But now things have changed
In my opinion, for the worst
My entire complexion rearranged
& no one understands; it still hurts.
The fact that I trusted you
Played along with your stupid game
Little did I know,
It would never be the same.
I long for you to love me again
To be there for me,
But more than anything all I want
Is for you to say "I'm sorry".
Personal experience
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